Dear Aidyn …

You are my son.

Not until you have your own will you come to fully understand the privilege, the force, the pride and the integrity behind that statement.

I am your mother.

In your lifetime you will meet many other mothers, and not only will you realize that no two mothers are alike, but more importantly, that I am your favorite

 

The Great American Uncoupling

I’m as big a celebrity watcher as most people are and am quite fond of the statements they release when some huge event — such as marriage, divorce, pregnancy, sex change — occurs in their lives.   Gwyneth Paltrow announcing the end of her 10 year marriage to Chris Martin via her blog reminded me

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Happy Birthday to My Little Big Boy

My Dearest Baby Boy,

We’ve known each other for well over nine years now and I am so proud of the little man that stands before me each day.  Age 9 is a fantastic age.

I thought for your 9th birthday, I’d list a few fun facts about the number 9:

When people say

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As of Late …

This has been the theme of my life as of late …

Filled with 2 parts sadness, 1 part feigned happiness …

Everything’s been … hazy.

Have you ever felt like you’re outside looking in?

Such has been life as of late …

Prone to random, hidden trickles of tears, followed by a smile

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Happy Birthday to the Love of My Life!

My Dearest Baby Boy,

Eight years ago you made me the happiest Mommy in the world with your birth!

It has been:

8 wonderful years of loving you to pieces …

8 years of kissing your face …

8 years of mending your boo-boo’s … (including the invisible ones) …

8 years of  in-depth

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Serendipity

This evening, my little boy had something to do with making someone’s night very… serendipitous … in every sense of the word.

 

I left work at roughly 6:20pm this evening and ventured toward Park Avenue to collect my boy from his father …

I work on the West side — making the undesirable

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Happy Birthday, Sweet Pea!

My Dearest, Baby Boy:

Seven whole years have passed since Dr. Martas sliced Mommy open with a scalpel … and yanked you out.

At this time, 7 years ago, I was laying up in a hospital bed, numb from the waste down and waiting for the next steps …

It was a happy and

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Chasing Sleep

I’ve been chasing sleep for hours! …

What the fuck is so interesting about staying awake past midnight, anyway?

Milk won’t help … it’ll just give me a tummy ache.

I’m 33 y/o … why am I still saying tummy –

Wait!

 

… something just caught my eye …

… a shadowy figure

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Aidyn’s Moment of Zen

On occasion, I like to ‘interview’ my little boy and ask him questions just to see what his thoughts are on a random topic.    A lot of the time, I’m just tired of listening to all the ‘experts’ opinions on these random topics and I’m trying to find a more ‘zen’ opinion.  

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Insomnia

I sit here.

With random thoughts.

About how to get to sleep.

Not any of them really good ones.

I can go downstairs. Go for a run?

But then I remember that I’m as lazy as I am an insomniac.

I can go on Twitter and Facebook. Work on being even more of a

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